thought

Its how u feel...its how you cum back from the feelings of devastaion. its a rebirth. but rebirths can be so painful, its hard to take in. there is hurt beyond words, and secrets that only you can know. who can u tell? when u feel that everybody is just ready with a judgement...an opinion? no one to listen. thats how it goes. and thats how it hurts too much. its a constant struggle to keep urself sane. to live. depite wat people think. it doesnt matter if it is not politically correct. its just that u shud have no regrets. be scared of the one day in ur life wen u wake up old and withered...wondering...crying silents tears as every breath u take comes with agonising effort...how wud life hav been if i had just lived it my way? if i had just been me...?

do not be scared of following ur self. sacrifices r noble...but everything comes with disadvantages. being reasonable has its perils too. there is no one way of living life...the one single written path of walking down the same old politically correct trail.

"walk on walk on....with hope in ur heart. and ul never walk alone."

believe in urself and love like uv never been hurt. work hard, love much. create new dimensions to ur life. widen perspectives. there is more to love than one can imagine. more aspects to it than one can fathom. i do not know how much selfish i was...how many hearts i hurt. but in me there r secrets to an unknown ecstasy. the knowledge that for once in my life...i had the courage to be me.